On Track

Yahooo!!! Oh Yessss!! I woke up & was on my track again....Did achieve on my target..It was a relieved but still a long way to go, as for now ok. It's not easy to stand up & rise again through bad times (I mean my mood swing a lot nowadays - don't know why)..
NO PAIN, NO GAIN right?? It's really challenge my mental & physical these few days. But I LIKE IT!!!! That's me... It's true that when you help people it doesn't mean you will want to get something in return. When you need their help, you ask for it..the right time, the right attitude, the right occasion..they'll definite help you...Alhamdulillah, Aku Bersyukur Pada Mu...

Today, I wake up at 5.30am. I think my sleeping time has changed. Me getting older...iskh iskh iskh....Don't bother. Age is just a number, as long I'm happy with my life now.

Well anyway, since I've got my 4 Twilight series books, just finish no. 1 book - Twilight. Now I know the exact storyline what happen in the beginning...about Edward, Bella, The Cullens, James, Laurent, Victoria....etc. Guess what??? The book was more interesting than the movie. It seems very real & no regrets of buying them online. Had to wait for nearly 2 weeks plus to get those books. I'm starting the no. 2 book - New Moon. And also, can't wait to see the New Moon movie next year.

Bye-bye 2008, here I come 2009

I Did It Again....

Hmmm...I wake up at 3.00am today....I just can't sleep. Am I having insomia??
Ha ha ha..don't know that. I think I know what's wrong with me. THINKING TOO MUCH....that's it. I've been thingking a lot lately...all this while I've been thinking this...that..but not soo seriously these few days...

There's a lot in my mind actually.

1) I'm trying to conceive at this moment. Been trying for the past 3 months already. Still in progress. My daughter, Sofea is getting to 4 yrs old so me & hubby thinks it is time to 'make' the 2nd one. Hmmm....waiting. I suppose to have my 'monthly cycle' on 18th...but now its 24th already....yup yup...still early to check. Be patient, Salina...

2) My job...target to achieve, datelines for this & that. There's soo much to do. Finding new business, maintaining the current clients....wow...I know I can manage it. Just that I'm trying to focus the no. 1 above...

3) Hubby got no incoming 'projects' the end of this year...argghhh. No extra income la. He he he...macam mana nak gie holiday??? Well, nevermind..insyallah next year mesti ada...rezeki tu ditangan Tuhan..kita manusia perlu berusaha.

4) Don't know whether I should send Sofea to kindergarden or not. She's only 4 next year. Been thinking also...afraid if I send her too early, she might be 'boring' later when she's 7 or 8 yrs old. I have my fren that sent her son to kindergarden at the age of 4....when he's at 7, he's bored in school. He said...I already know this,,,that..so how la??

5) My Muslim Sports Wear....when I'm going to start this project??? This is my vision to produce muslim sports wear (my future business). Bila la?? No time...modal..blum lagi...

Argghhhh....I know this is why I can't sleep well nowadays....

It's now 5.59am...nak solat jap lagi...

Ohh..I nearly forgotten...yesterday, 23 December 2008 was our wedding anniversary. Our 7th year of marriage....WOW!!!! Times flies very fast. Didn;t go out cos Sofea sleep early...only have kue tiau bought from pasar malam.. iskh..iskh..iskh...lagi sedigh...

Can't Sleep

Salam & Morning everyone...

I can't sleep well tonite. Don't know why. I wake up today at 4.00am, don't know what to do. I try to close my eyes back...try to have a nice dream, think of good things....arghhhh still can't. My mind still awake...very refreshing like the usual way when I woke up every morning. What is happening to me? So I decided to boil water, clear up my back dates on my customer details, things to follow up.

After this, I want to sweep the floor, mop it & fold the clothes...

Why oh why I can't sleep tonite? Hmmmm, writing this blog during this hour...supposely I should be sleepy but I'm not. Very frustrating if you do not know why you are like this. I peep on my hubby & Sofea...they are sleeping silently...my cute Sofea...

I have to bring my car for servicing today...arghhh spending more than 02 hours waiting restlessly. I better take along a story book...to entertain myself. Then go to the office, as usual...

I have not been myself for the last 2-3 days. I was very lazyyy...no mood to work...less meet people...eating too much now (not that I eat a lot - but I take rice..he he he).

Come Salina!!! Wake up!!! It's time to perform!!!! Arghhhhh

Blood Of Lies

Hmmmm, I watched movie again...but different one. Blood of Lies...Leonardo Dicaprio & Russell Crowe played. Overall, it was a good movie to watch but it shows a lot of unsatisfaction on Muslim. Why is that? Described as terrorists in Middle East, I unlikely like this part. The action was good & exciting but the storyline.....not that strong.

Agent Ferris did the greetings like "Assalamualaikum" & "Waalaikumsalam"...& he likes Aisha (the muslim girl) in the movie. So when it comes to love, religion does not matter.

Well, it's only a movie though it could be an impact to muslim all over.

Twilight Books

Soo into the movie, I decided to buy the Twilight books - 04 books. At current, I only manage to purchase book 2 & 4 only. Book 1 & 3, waiting to be couriered (I bought online through MPH Bookstore). I almost finished book 2 (New Moon), its true reading the books is much more better than watching the movie. It gives you more info as movie potrayed limited action. I love the books..

It's not that soo into Robert Pattinson....I'm sooo into 'Edward Cullen' the vampire in the movie. He's so calm, quite cuite & mature.. Dreamt of him the other day..huuhh. Well, it's only a dream....(sometimes I fell like I'm in the movie..he he he).

Browse through Amazon.com, WOW...there's a lot of 'older fan' that read the books & watch the movie more than 1 time. Myself, 4 times already!!! He he he.

Most of the commented that the movie was like hanging..here & there. I'm just waiting for the DVD to be released. I shall wait.. My hubby gave me full support, offer to get for me the poster, or buy the movie souvenier gifts...He's soo cool. He did that when LOTR (Lord Of The Rings), bought the books for me, bought the ring & chain for me also!!!! Love you hubby!!!! Always listening...always give support... (macam bebudak kekadang aku nie)

Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha

Salam Everybody

Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha to Everybody. How's your weekend?
Me, not that great. A lot of things still pending. Hmmm..hmmm.
Did not went back to Pahang for raya, stay in Melaka. The whole day at grandma's house. Chatting, eating, sleeping....doing nothing at all.
BORED...no excitement la this weekend.

Me & hubby did bought some new things for the house. House appliances...

Well, really bored down....

IF...

If...

- I could go back in time during my school years?
- I could 'pause' or 'change' whatever happens in my life?
- I've study 'smarter' a little bit more so that my future will be better?
- I follow my instict & have the chance to study in Australia last time?
- I

WHAT IF.....

Why am I saying this now? No regrets!! It's just that there are times I've looked back and think I should have done better than this. I could do more than this..I should do this...not that..bla..bla..bla..hmmm..hmmm that sounds like REGRETS!! Isn't it?

I am not me today.

EDWARD CULLEN - TWILIGHT

Ceng..ceng..ceng..Edward Cullen. Skrg nie tgh mabuk movie Twilight pulak. Well, as i said the story line is ok but our "penapis filem", tapis betul-betul la. There a lot of scene that have been cut. And I just don't understand, if the movie is for Adult, then just give it all la. That day, they put 'U' for Umum. What la!!! Be patient.... I'm waiting for the DVD release by Amazon. Can't wait la. Got one of my fren watched the movie, nite time boleh 'mimpi' pulak. Dashyat gileerrr. Anyway, he looks good in the movie but he as himself...boleh la. His new movie 'Little Ashes' already release (kat oversea), in Malaysia not yet. He's upcoming Twilight - continuation will be 'New Moon'. Lambat lagi...year 2010. I'll wait...

His real name is Robert Pattinson, born in UK and he's only 22 years old. Still young... I'm trying to purchase the book (Twilight) tapi not available in MPH book store. Kena check on-line ler. Dah check kat Amazon...ada tapi mahal la...kena tunggu buku tu 'datang' sini.

The soundtrack of this movie, not that bad..I like 'Bella Lullaby'...sentimental and 'Never Think'..hmmm. Most of the song is pop/rock...Dah suruh hubby to look out for me.

Cau dulu.....

TWILIGHT

Went to watch "Twilight" today with Hubby. For quite sometime, we have not gone 'movie'ing together. The show started about 5.15pm at MBO Melaka Mall, we had our lunch McD in the car, 'save time' and we reach there about 4.30pm. Well, we ended sitting at the area waiting. Actually, hubby wanted to watch "Quantum of Solace" but the show started at 6.15pm....very late la. Have to fetch Sofea later. So we decided to watch this. At first the movie was like dull, only talking, no action..but in the middle there are some parts when Robert Pattinson 'Edward Cullen' show his sparking 'Vampire' eyes...and etc...Kristen was good also but the story line is more to romance. Not soo much action. I believe if there is going to be "Twilight - The 2nd"...please oh please...more action pleaseeee...

Over all, the movie was ok for me. I do not know others what are their opinion. I love the scene....trees, mountain.....the city of "Fork"...it just gloomy..a small town. Sleepy already... nite..