Hmmmmm......

Bismillah

I know it's a bit late for me to say this....... I'm still wishing it wasn't true at all.  Miss those blue eyes of yours.  And I'll never get tired of looking at this picture of you.....

(Image from Google)

Goodbye......

Jem...........

Aisey...hari nie dah kuar lambat dari umah..mak aii traffic jem tak tahan...sampai aku kena tunggu 3 kali baru ler lepas...kat area umah aku nie pagi2 memang sibuk. Pea nak masuk sekolah pkul 8pg, jadi aku kena kuar umah by 7.20pg la..

Tapi pagi nie aku rasa mcm dah terlambat jer...cuba tgk gambar niee...



Apalagi, pagi nie aku bawa mcm F1 driver. Cilok sana, cilok sini. Pea dok sebelah pakai seat belt tak gerak2. Kejap2 dia kata..."Bu, jgn bawak keta laju2 la". aku jawab, dah lambat masuk sekolah. Bukannye aku sorang je yg buat...berderet kat belakang tu pun buat jugakk...

Tu ler, pengajaran utk hari nie....kalau dah bangun tido tu,bangun la terus...jgn nak dok golek sana, golek sini...ini la akibatnye bila dah lambat...he he he

Sorrryyyyyy

Sorryyy..my frens. Hv not been updating my blog for quite sometimes. Huhh...tide up with a lot of things. Sometimes don know where to start. I like the quote that my fren said " It may not be your fault for being down, but it is your fault for not getting up"...That's me now...in this situation... arrghhhh...

When u r down, everything is not good for you. Everything!!!! Your life feel sucks at all time....(at this moment la). U can't even carry yourself. U feel like you r not doing the best in your life. U feel like this is not what you want in your life. U feel like you do not live your life good enough. This is not my life????? Wow...that's sucks....

There r times when u think, u wanna start all over again.
There r times when u wanna do the things that u should do before.
There r times when u think is this the life that u've wanted.
Am I being selfish???? Or is this life just not good enough for me????

Why?? I am not satisfied with my life now???? Why??? Allah did bless me for giving me a husband that understand me, a baby girl that I care & love soo much. I should be thankful, 'bersyukur' atas apa yang telah dilimpahkan oleh NYA.

Why am i feeling like this? I know myself...I am not doing the right thing at this moment. I just don know why. I've taken the wrong lane....i think. It's a sin when you do not cherrish the things that Allah already given to you in life. There is something missing....I don know what. Arrrghhhh....