I've a miscarriage....yes, miscarriage. It wasn't ours to keep. I'm so down. Have waited almost 7 yrs, it's not happening.
Well, Allah Yang Maha Mengetahui.
Did D&C last week on Wed, and I've found out another thing. I have a CYST, a cyst that attached to my right ovary. Ya Allah....Doc said it was Endometriotic cyst. Dua kali babe....dua kali masuk OT room on the same day. Dua kali aku kena suntik bius yg sgt memenatkan. I felt a sharp pain after doing D&C, that's why doc check me thru again and found that cyst. Cyst dah gone but the pain part is they had to dissect me vertically (dulu aku pernah operate, so dorang guna tempat yg sama utk dibedah)......sakit babe....sakit....
Tengah berpantang on miscarriage pun skaligus pantang utk operation. Aduuhh.......tapi alhamdulillah, everything is coming back. Especially my strength. Been lie on the hospital bed almost 6 days and been discharged 2 days ago. Sekarang, tengah berkubang kat umah. Huhuhuhuhu......
What a story mory to start a new year. Cian kat diri sendiri. But I know, what happen to me there must be a reason. There must be something that Allah wants to give to me......(aisey, boleh kasi tau sikit tak). Be patient, Salina...be patient....
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Innalillah.... same case with me.. tapi aku terbalik.. I went to hospital coz my cyst pecah but then they found out that i was also pregnant. tapi sebab dah kena inject pain killer yg paling power, i misscarriage. so, cuci semua sekali at one go. kena tebuk 3 tpt. but alhamdulillah la.... x rasa sakit apa.. cuma sakit masa cyst tu pecah jer... Allah Maha Penyayang, when He took something from you, it means, He wants to give you a better one... give you more... Sabar laa
I'm so sorry to hear this. Aku tau betapa ko menunggu nak tambah anak. Aku bleh suruh ko bersabar dan sebagainya tapi ko lebih tahu perasaan ko camne...kalau ko rasa nak ngamuk, feel free...bukannya ko menolak takdir atau apa, tapi sebagai manusia...we need to let out our fristrations sometimes. Lepas dah luahkan semua, then baru bleh start the healing process. I've been there babe...3 times...and I know being the strong woman you are, you can get thru this.
Redho kan Sal..try again ea.. be patient..setiap kesakitan, kesusahan itu ada manfaat yg lebih besar..InsyaAllah.. take care ..!! Luv u
Mimie, aduh sakit rasanyer bila citer pasal tebuk-menebuk nie. Thank you...aku memang kena sabo bebanyak.
Along, tq very much singgah lawat aku. Dok berborak x sedar dah nak maghrib..hehehe....I enjoyed chit chatting with u.....
Ayu, aku redhaaa.....dapat ler aku peluang gie honeymoon lagi. Nie dah lama x gie honeymoon berdua-dua. Tq.....
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