Hubby was away teaching course, x dpt nak gie ziarah. So yesterday, we decided to go....it takes about 1 1/2 hours to Rawang. Bila sampai di tanah perkuburan, hati aku berdegup laju dr biasa. Soalan bermain di kepala aku...betul ke Abg Fendi dah pergi??? Tatkala sampai di kubur nye, aku sebak tapi aku tahan. Aku & hubby sedekahkan surah yasin pada arwah. Ku usap batu nisan sementara yg diletakkan di pusaranye....sebak. Masa tgh aku baca surah yasin, hati ku mulai tak tahan..suara aku mulai tersekat2...iskh iskh iskh..(masa tgh type entry nie pun, aku tgh nangis). Last aku jumpe arwah masa tu kat Petronas Melaka, di gym lama. Beliau dtg ngan sportbike dia...hubby aku sempat try..duduk lagi. Sepengenalan aku & hubby ngan arwah, beliau seorang yang disenangi, yang murah ngan senyuman, org nye cool je. Dulu hubby aku join grp sportbike. He's a great guy. Selalunye aku akan jumpe dia waktu exercise class - Senaman Tua kat Petronas. Orgnye ramah....ada jugak jumpe wife & his kids few time raya kat umah one of my fren.
Setahu aku, arwah bila bawa sportbike, dia seorang yg careful, alert ngan keadaan sekeliling cos dulu aku & hubby pernah ride ngan dia gie F1 Sepang...dia memang prihatin ngan keaddan sekeliling. Arwah ada jugak tolong ambik gambar aku & hubby masa kat sana...dia pun soerang photographer professional...Melalui forum2 yg menceritakan pasal accident arwah...keta persona tiba2 masuk lane dia...aku rasa mesti dia cuba gelak keta tu...
Tak sangka..siapa sangka..tiada yang pasti di dunia ini....hanya satu...Kita Akan Kembali Kepada NYA...
Tiada yang pasti di dunia ini...(Aku tgh nangis lagi)..Yang pergi takkan kembali lagi..itu pasti. Bila mengenang pasal arwah...aku jadi sebak lagi. Apatah lagi isteri (Kak Mona) & anak2nye. Pedih bila mengenangkan....ini kan tgh puasa...tak lama lagi Hari Raya..bagaimana raya dia org tahun nie tanpa suami & ayah disisi?? Pasti berbeza, pasti ada kekurangannya...
Sebaik mana pun kite, sekaya mana pun kite, sekuat mana pun kite keje...kite tetap kan kembali kepada NYA. Aku muhasabah diri sendiri....dlm perjalanan pulang, aku mengenangkan perkara2 yg telah aku buat, yg baik sikit sahaja..yg buruk nye..terlalu banyak...setiap apa perlakuan kite di dunia ini akan menjadi 'bekalan' kite nanti. Kecil rasa diri ini...bila melihat pusara arwah...satu masa aku pasti akan dikebumikan....satu masa pasti aku akan berada 'di sana'. Aku nangis lagi...dlm hati la..(masa tu on the way back to Melaka...)
Banyak perkara2 yg patut aku buat..aku tinggalkan, aku lalai...Banyak perkara2 yg harus aku ubahkan...aku tak pedulikan....dosa2 yg kite telah lakukan...tanya diri sendiri..cukup tak amalan yg aku buat skrg bagi 'bekalan' di sana???
Ya Allah, kuatkanlah semangat hamba mu nie utk beribadah, utk sujud pada MU. KAU kuatkan hati, semangat ku agar aku tidak lupa pada MU, Ya Allah.
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