Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Sorrryyyyyy

Sorryyy..my frens. Hv not been updating my blog for quite sometimes. Huhh...tide up with a lot of things. Sometimes don know where to start. I like the quote that my fren said " It may not be your fault for being down, but it is your fault for not getting up"...That's me now...in this situation... arrghhhh...

When u r down, everything is not good for you. Everything!!!! Your life feel sucks at all time....(at this moment la). U can't even carry yourself. U feel like you r not doing the best in your life. U feel like this is not what you want in your life. U feel like you do not live your life good enough. This is not my life????? Wow...that's sucks....

There r times when u think, u wanna start all over again.
There r times when u wanna do the things that u should do before.
There r times when u think is this the life that u've wanted.
Am I being selfish???? Or is this life just not good enough for me????

Why?? I am not satisfied with my life now???? Why??? Allah did bless me for giving me a husband that understand me, a baby girl that I care & love soo much. I should be thankful, 'bersyukur' atas apa yang telah dilimpahkan oleh NYA.

Why am i feeling like this? I know myself...I am not doing the right thing at this moment. I just don know why. I've taken the wrong lane....i think. It's a sin when you do not cherrish the things that Allah already given to you in life. There is something missing....I don know what. Arrrghhhh....

2 comments:

msian expat said...

I know u've been missing me.
I miss u too. See u in November. Postpone yr sorrow-ness till end of the year okies.

Be strong!


Take care

Aktif Mama (Sal) said...

hmmm...i know i miss u. C u when I c u. Cuma tgh bengang sikit nie....